tortured soul

you know, sometimes i really hate waking up, especially on the weekend. i mean, don't get me wrong, i want to wake up from my sleep at some point. but i just wake up not feeling ready for another day. instead, i just have this one person in my mind. just can't get it out. i literally wake up thinking about him. just like that. from the moment i wake up. i hate it. i just wish these thoughts would get out of my head. it's just a crappy way to start my day, especially a beautiful weekend day like this one. ugh. man, life just really sucks sometimes. i mean, it's also beautiful, and i'm so happy to be alive. but why, why, why?

there are no answers.

have a beautiful day. guess i better get on out of bed and get going. make something of this day. it's gotta get better than this, and it will.

(btw - the painting is called Tortured Soul. I think it's beautiful. and I can feel the pain in it, too. Found it on a flickr page. This person's other stuff is pretty cool, too. I enjoyed it. I'll put the site on here in case anyone wants to have a look-see. plus, i don't know if i should just put somebody's work on here without giving credit anyway. http://www.flickr.com/photos/asboluv/ )

p.s. wonder what time the snow cone stand opens. i'll be having one later, for sure. gonna go watch "slumdog millionaire" with mary in a bit. been wanting to see it so bad for awhile now.

PEACE, LOVE, AND HAPPINESS....SNOW CONES.